Just came back from a 2 day course here in KK. I'm so tired till when I got home I fell flat on my bed. I had a great time during the 2 days course. Alot of things open up especially the marketing side and how to groom yourself to be a profesional presenter. But as usual for me this few months everything I do seems be a wrong or getting the nerve to my surroundings. Everytime when I'm smilling or having fun there's always something that would take it out of my face. I hate it so much that I'd trade ANYTHING just to have a good day! Why can't they just leave me alone!

So as i was saying, it was around 7.00pm when I slept but woke up around 11.00pm or so because I was hungry. Try to get back to sleep but I can't until now. Too many things on my mind. Maybe it's just me but I'm getting tired of my life. And sometime I just feel I'm better off being alone. I don't know why I have this feeling? Maybe it's gods test or is there something good waiting for me in front. All I can say is that i'm tired and sick of this thing! I can't take it anymore! I prey for something or someone to lead me to the light before darkness really covers my life. Try to let it out but being me I rather keep it to myself. Not being selfish or anything but I don't want people to be worrying about my problems since they have their own to settle.

Probably why this song is something to enjoy at this point in time.

I Don't Wanna Talk About It

I can tell by your eyes
That you've probably been crying forever
And the stars in the sky
Don't mean nothing to you they're a mirror
I don't wanna talk about it
How you broke my heart
If I stay here just a little bit longer
If I stay here won't you listen to my heart
ohh my heart

If I stand all alone
Will the shadows hide the color of my heart
blue
for the tears
Black
for the nights

Fears the stars on the sky don't mean nothing to you
They're a mirror
I don't wanna (blue) talk about it (black)
How you broke my heart
(blue, black, blue, black)
If I stay, if I stay here
Won't you listen to my heart

I can tell by your eyes
That you've probably been crying forever
And the stars in the sky
Don't mean nothing to you they're a mirror
I don't wanna talk about it
How you broke my heart
If I stay here just a little bit longer
If I stay here won't you listen to my heart
ohh my heart